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2008-01-03T21:29:00.000-08:00

Time has passed faster for me today... So nice of my mum to accompany me for my clinic appointment this early morning. Eight in the morning, and it all ended at noon. Phew, waited so long for everything in there. But my mum did not complain at all, sounds good but weird today. Heehee. That's the reason i mentioned her as 'nice'. Haha. I was supposed to remove my stitch today, but the wound still hasn't heal yet. So i have to wait till the next week? I had consultation, x-ray and dressing sessions. I bet my parents must have spent alot on my medical fee all these while :( So i must get well soon! I was left with only one bandage now. Hmmm... Sounds good to me. Headed home and my mum cooked me many assumptious dishes for my lunch. Suddenly, i felt so blessed :) Then, keehong and pris came to visit me. I really am very happy to see them! So nice and sweet of them to come here all the way to accompany me. On the other hand, Pris and i have done some proj. discussion too. Keehong ordered Mac delivery and he treated us his fries. Heehee. So we chatted and crapped under a void deck near to my block. Pris and i were very noisy crapping and laughing. I had a simple fun time with them. I will always remember what pris told me, "=] thats what friends are for!" Thanks people! :)))

Black-faced keehong. HAHA.
Ice cream time! :DDD
That's what good friends are for!

2008-01-01T20:54:00.000-08:00

Found this glitter graphic at blingcheese.com and it attracted my attention, so i decided to post it. Heehee.

Anyway, im back to blog! Today is the 1st of january 2008. Isn't it fast? I've been staying home for about 2 whole weeks! Can you imagine? I always seems to be hanging outside, even if i don't have any extra pocket money. Thinking back, many things happened back then... Let me update them now...

20th December 2007

I remembered i met dear for dinner that very night. I waited for him under my block, as he drove his uncle's family car to fetch me with his mum to the west for our meals. Before that, he went shopping with his mum, so he dressed up nicer than the usual days. Then, his aunt and cousin joined us. After we filled our stomach, he drove them back and parked his uncle's car back to the apartment carpark. Then, brought me out by his bike. We went Mustafa. The street there was still filled with lots of people in the midnight, most of them are malays. 'Cause i almost forget that it was Hari Raya Haji, that's the reason. Anyway, we don't even care at all. Both of us were playing around happily, laughing like nobody business through our way, everything goes on smoothly. He bought a mini torchlight for himself. After which we headed to East Coast Park to enjoy the sea breeze. It was late but we met each other for not up to five hours yet. So prefered to stay up a little longer for a chill... Dear bought me a drink - Sauvignos Blanc, one of the red wine from French if im not wrong. We sitted down and have a nice chat. Soon, he's going to send me home. But, i didn't manage to reach home, something bad and unexpected happened to us on the way...

21st December 2007

...the time was 2am plus, reaching three soon. I was on the bike with dear. As the road he was travelling on was a straight and long one, so he tends to go faster. I never expect anything would happen. I was sitting at the back, holding him and going to fall aslp behind him, with my eyes half opened. I knew he went faster then. I would usually tap or rub his back anxiously whenever he go too fast (a way to let him slower down his speed), but i didn't react at that point of time. 'Cause i was tired and slpy, at the same time, telling myself to trust him this time round. But still, worried i will still felt. I raised my head higher to take a look infront with my half opened eyes, oh my god! There's a turn right ahead, he's still moving straight!!
"Bang!!!"
Before i opened my eyes, i felt a huge impact of myself falling off, my skin dragged on the ground, a sudden pain all surrounding me. I don't know how to describe this, a dream or a nightmare? A lesson or a chance? To just decide on my life and death within a second. It all happened so fast, just a second and that's it. I knew im still alive once i opened my eyes, found myself kneeling down on the open road, reluctantly, not many vehicles would pass by (the road near Carpark H). I dared not look at my injuries at all, keep yelling out the pain i felt. Then, i heard dear asking me, "Are you okay?", I then remembered that im not alone, i looked around to keep search of him, and realised he has landed on the grass patch. I felt much relieved after i heard from him and found that we are still alive and fine, but injured.
The greatest thing is to know that you and your love ones are still alive after a bike accident... We counted ourselves lucky for only getting those abrasions, stitches, without bone fractures or anything else more serious than that. Even though getting those injuries can already be real suffering. We were then admitted to Changi General Hospital, with the help of a few young malays from a passing-by car. They were really very friendly and helpful. Dear still have the energy to chat with them while waiting for the ambulance, they even made friends and exchange contacts! Haha! That surprised me. For me, i was sitting beside dear quietly, feeling cold and looking pale, enduring the kind of pain which i felt for the first time! I could see blood all over our limps and on the road, too. Eww, real bloody and disgusting. Can't even imagine those are ours? Yucks, GROSS.

The turn.

The bike landed under a tree.

Aunty (dear's mum) came down too. She looked calm, but somehow i knew she was very worried for dear. Dear's condition was more serious than me. He need to stay in the hospital while i need not. I had abrasions for all limps except my right hand, and a 2cm stitch at my left foot. Dear had abrasions for all his limps and an operation for his left kneecap. After cleaning up my wounds, i then called home to let my parents know abt this accident. I was so afraid that they will yell at me. But, they did not. My dad came then. He saw me coming out of the operation room (after having my foot stitched), wheeling myself towards him, he kept quiet instead of scolding me. It was around 7am, near eight. Before i leave the hospital with my dad, i went to see dear. Suddenly i find him so strong, so charming, so lovely infront of me even though he was injured. I felt so fortunate to be able to look at him that way, again. He told me he wanted to protect me, so he hurt himself more badly. I was so touched. He apologised to my dad in a very well mannered and polite way, my dad did not get angry with him yet started to care for him as well, asking how was he feeling, how were his injuries... Afterall, i was much relieved, and headed home. I knew i won't be seeing him again until the both of us have recovered. I shall miss him more than anything...
I think this is a dream, a nightmare, a lesson and a chance for me and you. A dream and a chance to live, a nightmare and a lesson for us to learn. This experience allows me to learn to treasure our life, enjoy every parts and parcels of life, 'cause we are each given a life for a reason. Without life, our world will become black and white without colours.
Life is precious, live life to the FULLEST! :)))

Get well soon.
Love you, joey.

2007-12-31T19:24:00.000-08:00

Looks like i was away for quite some time. Time flies. And it will be two thousand and eight; 2008 in a few hours time.

A brand new year, a brand new skin for my diaryblog :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!
My New Year vanilla & chocolate cake frm my dad! :DDD

2007-12-30T23:33:00.000-08:00

I get to meet my dear for a moment tonight (:
Im so glad to see him! But only for about 15mins if im not wrong. He came to look for me under my block with david (bg), andy and jerome around ten. He's recovering fast, but not completely heal yet. Both of us still got a difficulty to walk normally. I realised he has becoming more skinny. Rmb to eat more okay! I don't wish to look more plump than you! :'( hahaa. Hope we will have a speedy recovery ya ;)

He sent me the 1st picture on the 25th, and the 2nd one on the 26th Dec by mms. 'Cause it have been a long time that i did not get to see him. MISS YOU SO MUCH!
I sent him mine too, on the 25th Dec.
I look so PALE lar! :S

2007-12-26T22:57:00.000-08:00

Cindy came to look for me this early morning at my house! So sweet of her to request fetching me to the clinic for the changing of my dressings. It has been a long time i did not see her since october if im not wrong. Im so glad to have such a nice and true friend like her to care for me :))) She helped me do the payments, going up and down for me. Thanks, bestie! Chilled for awhile outside the polyclinic before we head home. She came to my house to accompany me. We had lunch together. Chatted for a moment, and... She fell asleep! Haha. She was sleeping on the bed beside mine. Then, i was beginning to feel sleepy too. Slept with her, as well. She woke me up when she's awake in the evening. Afterwhich she complained that her stomach was groaning, so we managed to dig some junks out to fill our stomach at my kitchen. We took a stroll under my block, to take in some fresh air for myself as well. The feeling was great to enjoy the cool breeze outside my house after i've struggling with quite alot of pain earlier on. We got home before our dinner time. Oh ya, finally, i was able to pass her her belated birthday present. A necklace with a 'BEST FRIEND' and pink diamonds on it. Hope she will love it. And i wanna tell her i enjoyed her companion as well! Thanks!

2007-12-25T12:05:00.000-08:00

2007-12-24T21:37:00.000-08:00

Drawing and sending out Christmas greeting cards on the 24th Dec'. I may be late but hope you people don't mind 'cause these comes with lots of love from me for this festive season! (:
with love, joey.

2007-12-05T23:52:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 5MONTHSARY!!!

2007-11-05T23:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 4MONTHSARY!

the lovely bear from my love one :)
the back illustrates five (dear fav no.)

I took my 2nd last paper this morning.

So nice of my dear to always send and fetch me to and fro Coral Sec.

Despite having his own lessons in school, he never fails to send me to the school for my papers, then back to his lessons, and fetch me after my each and every papers.

As usual, he fetched me after my paper today :)

Then he sent me home.

Upon reaching my hse, he covered my eyes and asked them to shut up for the time being.

...And a white furry bear wearing a shirt with our faces printed in the heart-shaped, stating 'i love you joey' appeared right infront of me!

It's really AMAING, indeed a great surprise :)

I love the surprise and of cause the lovely and adorable bear with such special shirt tt only belongs to joey and paxton.

Furthermore, the back of the shirt is printed with a huge no. 5!

:DDD

So CUTEEE!

Simply love it lots.

Thanks dear, it must have cost you much and i knew you simply did need efforts for that.

I will treasure the love you've got for me.

I will treasure the bear :)

I'll always rmb what you've said to me, "i picked a white color bear cause i know you love white as it looks like snow, red color ribbon cause its also one of your fav. colors. I chose tt picture to be on the shirt cause the both of us love tt picture and you look happy in it."

And.. i know you printed the no. 5 so BIG so i will nvr forget tt your fav no. is 5 in this life and 5 means alot to us and it will be impt for us now and ever.

And not forgetting the bear's shirt smell nice, the smell is just similar to your smell whenever im by your side.

You must have sprayed your *smell* onto the bear.

DEAR, YOU ARE SO CUTE!

I LOVE YOU! :)

2007-10-31T23:33:00.000-07:00

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2007-10-20T23:10:00.000-07:00

i love BLUE!!!

2007-10-18T23:48:00.000-07:00

16th Oct
ITE's public holiday.
So i was home for the whole day :)
Doing sleepings, eatings, tv-ings and mostly,
MUGGINGS..

17th Oct
Supposed to attend lessons in sch, but i was too tired to get myself out of bed.
As i studied my chem till late 4am last night.
It's so NO-LIFE for me now, i just need to bear with it.
Hopefully time will pass very fast for me i supposed..
Since i was absent for school, i went to tamp. polyclinic to get myself an MC for the day.
And it was such a coincidence i met aloysius at there.
He changed so much ever since the last time i saw him.
He looked gangsterism!
Eww, forget it, he's happy with his life so thats good for him anyway.
Afterwhich i dropped by Eastpoint to get some stationery for my coming papers, so meet up Cass for some time.
Acc cass, joycelyn and her sis for their dinner at KOBAYASHI.
Chat and chill for awhile..
Then, i went to collect the combined sci TYS by matt from cass at her house.
So nice of him to pass me such useful and handy notes for my O lvls :)
Got home for dinner and muggings then.
Oh ya my mom just came back from Indonesia which the trip organised by her work company tonight.
She bought us many tibits :DDD
And...
It has been 2 days i havent seen my dear, I MISS HIM DAMN LOTS!
I gotta see him tml aftr my O lvl sci practical :)))

Dear delievered his 'ai xin PORRIGDE' to my house for my lunch :)))

Donuts by my Mom from Indonesia :)

18th Oct
I woke up later than i expected.
As i burned midnight oil the last night revising desperately.
Seemed like that doesnt help much at all,
'cause i think i 'flunk' my O lvls Sci practical.
I handed in an incomplete answer booklet due to insufficient time for me :(
*SADDED*
but still i havent give up at all.
:) just hope to get my following main papers done successfully.
Oh ya i realised there are a number of my ex-classmates/schmates retaking their O's too.
As i saw them at the examination venue.
Yeah, the first paper has ended.
I put all my unhappiness/worries down and look forward to meeting my dearest :)
It was raining when i met him.
So we went to the nearest shopping mall for shelter first.
Then, pei my dear to his place to change his uncomfy shoes to slippers.
Headed to Vivo :)

Shopped ard, and next dear brought me to Secret Recipe for our dinner.
Hee, so happy :DDD
I knew he always wanted to make me enjoy and be happy after every hardship ive gone through.
So thoughtful of him :)
And so, of cause i enjoyed my meal with him.
Thanks to this super-duper good boyfriend!
*MUACKSS* ;)
Afterwhich he pillioned me to Mt. Faber to chill ard before he sent me home.
Im so glad that i actually got his companion for the day.

He's SOOO CUTEEE! X)
*my heart is smiling! (:*
I dont think i can find such a marvellous bf like you in my life again.
ILOVEYOU :)

2007-10-15T23:57:00.000-07:00

14th Oct
Yesterday was sunday.
And i was supposed to stay home to revise my work.
But i think i need to relax, cause stress is getting in me somehow after each and every day.
I chatted with my cousin and she showed me a video in the noon.
A video used to frighten ppl, and im one of the victim.
DAMN!
It really scare me :S
which makes me shout!
haha!
I will upload it soon :)
Then, we went to return cass her bk and disc tgether.
Trained to Bedok for our dinner.
I had my favourite "pig stomach" soup.
Sounds gross right?
But i just like it :PPP
It has been a long time since i had my meal at the stall.
Afterwhich we went gaigai ard bedok :)
My cousin bought a pair of white doll shoes while i bought a pair of slippers for myself.
We had a small but great shopping trip tgether.
We kept trying different footwears.
Some look funny, some look weird, some look pretty on our feet...
It's fun anyway, 'cause trying is FOC!
LOL :PPP
Getting tired aftr some time, we get ourselves a drink and chill out there for awhile before we head back to Simei.
Stephanie went home first and i met dear somewhere under my block.
He looked very tired aftr his work.
My poor baobei :(
Then i acc him to Bedok again, but bedok 85 to have his late dinner.
Dear sent me back but before tt we went chilling at a park near my house.
We seemed to have lesser time together, but afterall i still love you as much :)

15th Oct
Sch has reopened.
Back to sch as usual then.
Oh yeah, im on time today ;)
But the thing is i cant get into slp last night, have been tossing about my bed the whole night.
Dont tell me im excited for sch? O.O
OMG? haha! :S
Sch is as usual, so bored.
Timetable has changed, timing and subjects are different now.
And im glad i got into tourism(TPE) as my elective choice :)

My New Timing
Mon 9am-5pm
Tue 8am-12.30pm
Wed 10am-4pm
Thu 10am-5pm
Fri 9am-12pm

Lessons ended early since it's the first day of sch today.
I rushed home straight aftr sch.
Woosh, god.
Pris and i took the wrong bus when we were at Clementi.
Find it so lame lars (-.-"
Got home to change and came out again.
Met tingen, siangting & jianming at PS for dinner first.
Proceed by joining the others for the event.
The pay is high and i find the job allows us to earn Easy-money
:DDD
I had lots of fun working with the peeps there.
Most of them are my ex-schoolmates from ESSS.
We talked craps and laugh like dumbers. LOL
We are united as one, i can feel the strong familiar feeling back in ES years back.
I miss the ppl in ESSS, they are innocence and fun-loving ppl, 'cause i love the madness in them.
Well, im not very sure abt the job, it is something abt an IT software regarding marketing stocks, T3B Traders.
Work ended late ard late 11pm.
Tingen, Siangting, Weiming, yanling, dawn and i took the last train back.
I requested to meet up my dear at Simei 'cause i wish to see him.
I know it's late, just hope to see him.
Met my dear at midnight and we went to Changi to have Nasi Lemak.
Lastly, Home Sweet Home :)

the crazy girls.

the gray jeans girls :)

acting DUMB :P
frm L to R: me, tingen, siangting.

2007-10-12T23:26:00.000-07:00

12nd - 13rd Oct

MUG, MUG & ...MUG!

2007-10-12T01:56:00.000-07:00

Once in a lifetime
means there 's no second chance
so I believe that you and me
should grab it while we can
Make it last forever
and never give it back
It 's our turn, and I 'm loving
where we 're at
Because this moment 's really all we have
Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we 're young
and keep the faith
Everyday
From right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,
celebrate.
Oh, everyday.
They say that you should follow
and chase down what you dream,
but if you get lost and lose yourself
what does it really mean?
No matter where we 're going,
it starts from where we are.
There 's more to life when we listen to our hearts
and because of you, I 've got the strength to start

Yeah, yeah, yeah

We 're taking it back,
we 're doing it here
together
It 's better like that,
and stronger now
than ever
We 're not gonna lose.
Cause we get to choose.
That 's how it 's gonna be

Everyday
Live every day
Love everyday
Live everyday
Love everyday
Everyday...!

2007-10-11T23:29:00.000-07:00

I was home for the whole day yesterday.
Mug whenever i got the time.
I knew i cant afford to lose any of my precious time anymore.
'cause i really really really wish to enter poly very much :(
Now i know studying for long hours can be real tired.
And i 've been missing my dear so much even though we did not meet for just one day.
I didnt got enough slp recently as i always stay up late.
Was talking to dear on the phone for hours last night till 4 in the morning :)
I dont know why i sound so happy in the conversation, kept laughing like a crazy girl.
Moreover, dear warned me not to laugh too much before i slp, if not maybe i will cry in my slp ltr.
He told me thats what ppl usually say, but i dont believe it.
And you know what?
I woke up from my dream, and i recalled that i really did cry during my slp!
OMG?
That's scary man.
Anyway, i met Pris to town this early evening :)
We shopped ard FarEast PLaza and Heeren.
She bought a black dress while i bought a blue color tube and a long necklace :DDD
It's night time...
Pris suggested to go home early, so i walked her to the nearest train station and to meet my dear at cine aftr tt.
I felt so happy when i see him.
He bring me to NYDC cafe&restaurant for our dinner.
:DDD
It was a delightful surprise to me!
We didnt dine at NYDC for quite a long time.
I still rmb we used to dine at the same place during the first date when we were still friends.
I really enjoyed the meal lots :)
Thanks dear ;)

Dear took this while i was eating.

Our lemon shivers (the drink with ice ball in it) cool right? :DDD

The cafe/restaurant in town

Always so BUSY like businessman :P

My haiwaiian baked rice :)

Finally, our Tiramisu mudpie. Yummy! :D

We went to catch a mv, *i now pronounce you chuck and larry* at cine after our assumptious meal.
The mv is damn funny and rather gross as there are many gays action :D
Afterwhich, dear sent me home by his baobei bike :))
Actually i dont wish to go home tt early yet as i dont bear to part with him at all.
'cause i know once we part, it will be hard to see him again for this period of time as im busy dng preparation for my os :(
i cant meet you tt often but i promise i will miss you, my dear :)

2007-10-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

the beautiful snapshot of s'pore river :)

his "yaya" face at the left :D!

see, i look so happy when you are right beside me :P

I love this picture, cause' we look compatible. Don't you think so? :)

2007-10-08T23:40:00.000-07:00

2007-10-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 3 MTHS !!!

Happy 3mths anniversary, my dear! Hope my "ai xin pudding" will brighten up your days & to send you my love for the day! I love you, my most beloved :)

2007-09-18T23:09:00.000-07:00

my dear look charming in this picture, but i look funny. Haha!
he look so cute! his face is telling me as if "he need me" :DDD

he kissed me so hard! but he's sweet :)
The first thing i wish to do when i woke up is to see you, my dear. My most beloved guy in my life :) Met dear for our lunch together at Simei to have Chicken rice. And i know he loves to eat roasted meat, so i helped him added some :) Then, to town for a walk. First, we went to FarEast plaza, then walked all the way to Plaza Sing. as we hardly get to walk a long distance aftr he got his bike. Dear intend to go PS for a movie but none of the movie suits our timing. So he played arcade instead. I watched him play, and felt sleepy after some time. HAHA :P It's dinner time, dear brought and recommend me to a hawker near Great World City for our dinner cause he said the food there are nice. Hmmm, i had a fun and great meal with him seriously. It's not the food that i really enjoy, it's our crapping, laughters and his companion tt makes my day. It's late and dear sent me back, slacked at Simei before heading home. I got home early this few days, and can see that my parents seemed quite happy with me. BUT, i always dont bear to part with dear everytime when it's time to say, "goodbye".

2007-09-12T23:25:00.000-07:00

2007-09-01T14:30:00.000-07:00

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Till the end of time, forever
You’re the only love I’ll need

In my life You’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Imagine me without You
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day
I’d be afraid Without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it’s just impossible
Because of You, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without You

When You caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Imagine me without You
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day
I’d be afraid Without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it’s just impossible
Because of You, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without You

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Imagine me without You
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day
I’d be afraid Without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it’s just impossible
Because of You, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t Imagine me without You

2007-08-31T23:41:00.000-07:00

I have not been going to school recently. Seemed like im gonna give up on my studies in ITE? Nope, not yet. I still got the intention to mug for the coming final papers. So i shall not give up everything at all. But i just got no motivation. Where is my motivation? :( What my mind is thinking is to enjoy, to have fun so far. Argh, have to buck up. Woke up late and so didnt attend lessons again for today. Dear came to look me up at my house :) Then, he fetched me to meet my mom for lunch at simei. Dear helped me buy lunch for my bro and sent the food to him. So nice of him :DDD Mmmuacksss! Afterwhich we went to his bikeshop at queensway to do his bike while Mengheng and Alan came to meet us there. To parkway parade to meet Carisa. Then, headed to EastCoast beach as dear is having a class BBQ. It was damn windy down there as our Beehoon kept flying away and i think im having Beehoon with hair too. Haha! Cass and jj reached ltr, but got not much time with her too. Cause me, dear, mengheng, alan and carisa left earlier. Acc my dear back to his place to change his helmet, meet them again and went to fetch Angie, mengheng's gf, at her work place together. After tt, all of us headed to tiong bahru to have "yong tau foo". Queued so long for it, but was having lots of fun and craps with Angie at the same time.

2007-08-28T23:27:00.000-07:00

SNUFFY!
It belongs to SALINA, the SNUFFY :DDD
Don't you think they both look alike, Salina & the snuffy?

2007-08-24T23:42:00.000-07:00

Taken by Cass' sis new phone, say cheese! :D
Argh, im too SHY to take any picture for the time being. "Dont shoot me!" :P
Well, this poor thing of mine is having a headache.
Today's weather sucks. It has been raining cats and dogs for the whole morning. I think i might be drenched if i didnt bring my umbrella out. My whole feet are thoroughly wet, and feeling so uncomfortable and cold at the same time. I only attend one hour of accounting lesson for today. And the main purpose for gg back to school is to bring my books home for revision. Obedient right? :DDD Then, hang ard the void deck near our school with pris. Chit chatting while waiting for nicholas to go Clementi central together. I accompany them to KFC to have their lunch. Meanwhile, i ate up half of pris share. HAHAHA :DDD i think im helping her? Well, afterwhich dear came to fetch me. Went to queensway before we head to bugis to look for our frds who were having meals at MAC. There were cass, jj, leon, jacky and cheryl. Then, to cine to catch a movie, *Ratatouille*.

I find it very nice and enjoyable. Hmmm... Recommended ;) Oh ya, we met pris at More than words before the mv. She was looking for a present then. And, dear seemed tired and bored ard evening. This poor thing of mine is having a headache. I felt kinda bad cause i told him i would bring some panadols for him yet i 've forgotten :( sry my dear. Cass and i went home earlier tonight cause dear need to rush to the hospital after he received an impt call while the others got something on. We chilled under her block to do some chatting before we head home ard 1am. I was very worried for dear this night as i know he will definitely feel sad. Moreover, he's hungry as he havent took his dinner yet. That makes me more worried. I just feel very heartpain. Felt so vex. I wish to be by his side when he's down, but i cant. I just wish i could do something to make him feel better...

2007-08-23T22:08:00.000-07:00

I was absent from school again. It's really so hard for me to get up from my sleep. I suspected that am i becoming more and more like a pig? :DDD HAHA! Prepared and met dear under my block ard noon. He came to pillion me for lunch together at tamp. Long John with his frds. Afterwhich i followed them to their school to hand in their project work. All of them went home while dear and i went to tamp. MAC to slack as the weather out there was too hot and sunny. Then, we joined MengHeng for riding ard as he just got his new bike :) We went to queensway, geylang, pasir ris. We went in to Elias Green Condo to look for Alan's gf, Carisa which is at Pasir ris. All of us are waiting for Alan to take his vehicle so to join us for dinner tgether. But i end up gg home to have my dinner as Alan cant travel down. Just got to know Carisa for some time. Find her nice to talk to :)

I forced my dear to look retard in this picture :DDD HAHAHA.
This is the outcome of feeding him MCflurry icecream :S

2007-08-22T23:58:00.000-07:00

I woke up late, and so didnt attend school again. Neither did i went to take any MC for the day. I miss my baby out of a sudden this morning, i wonder why i feel like listening to his voice so much. So decided to call him, thought he wont be picking up but he did! :) I went back to sleep then, all the way till ard two in the aftrn. To enable myself to kill some time while waiting for dear to finish his lessons, i continued watching *corner with love*. It is indeed a super duper nice and touching show. Almost cried you know? Haha :D Then, it's 4pm! Time to meet my dear down at his school...

ZHI-LIANING in progress XP
Dining at tamp. central KFC with my baobei dear. See, he's acting CUTE with the white tissue flower on his ear! And he took a picture of me without asking for permission X( So, the last picture will be my revenge! HAHAA :D
Tampines Sunplaza Park.
Dear acc me to revise my O's at this spot here aftr our meal :)
Can you see the colour change within time in these two pictures? Nice sunset? :)
My dear just cant live without his bike. *imsoJEALOUS*! =P
EEK, so gay! LOL
I spent marvellous time with my dear this evening. And his words touched my heart alot. It is not crying this time, it is smiling all the while, since the day i've got him :)

2007-08-17T23:01:00.000-07:00

He gave me a surprise by bringing me to Mount. Faber. This is the view from the top of Mt. Faber. So sweet & romantic :)

This symbolises how much i appreciate you and your everything. Thanks dear :)

2007-08-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

This is another brand new day ahead. But it seems boring today. I managed to get myself up for school but was late as usual. Hais, i never changed my same old habit :( Since i was alrdy late and have missed quite alot of lessons, i went to meet dear instead. I accompanied him to Bukit Batok Driving Centre(BBDC) to renew his bike licence before i go for my lessons in the afternoon. Dear's dressing was cool just now, ITE uniform with a short pants. WOW! But i like :DDD Just find him cute in any ways :) Upon reaching school, Pris told me that many lessons are being cancelled, only left our Office Application(OFA) lesson. I was like "WTH?!" Then, Pris and i went to slack at 206 aftrsch as Salina was absent today. Just the both of us today. So sad! Meet up Nick and Steph. with Pris to Queensway as Nick wants to get his soccer boots. Afterwhich, i keep wanting to go home as early as possible cause im feeling tired and lazy. Nvm, I just feel rather sloppy and moodless today afterall. I dont know why. Maybe too troubled over my studies, my future? All about my O lvls! =( But im glad and realised that dear will always be there to accompany me on the phone on my journey back home. No matter how silence, how noisy our conversations are, i will appreciate every of his calls made for me. At least i know that im not by myself, im not alone... Thanks, dear.
ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU! =)
Oh ya, dear just bought his new KR bike today. He seemed damn happy can. Congrats and Cheers! Our "baby" will join us and be part of our life from tml onwards. Yeah! :DDD

2007-08-14T23:31:00.000-07:00

Oh my god. It's sooo difficult for me to wake up from my bed this early morning. As earlier on i knew i would react this way cause i slept at 3am last night! As usual, i was absent again. Feeling worried in the inside but doesnt give a damn on the outside of me. I spent exactly a few hours on this blog here, and i love it very much. Hopefully i will update my entries for every now and then, provided i've got the time too :) Really hope to share my everyday happenings with my beloved dear. He's the only one who know abt this blog for now. Hehe. I can say that i went back to blog because of him. He's the motivation for me to do so :) And ya, back to my entry, since i didnt attend any lesson today, so went out having the intention of getting myself an MC. Met my dear, his frds and cass at tamp. small mac. While waiting for cass's arrival, dear bought MCflurry and he feed me some. So sweet! :DDD Then, took my lunch at Eastlink foodcourt before i head to the polyclinic to get my MC. I only got to see dear for such a little while today, it's not enough at all, should be NEVER enough :( Afterwhich, i went to cass hse to help her out with her PPT project till 9 at night. Went home to have my dinner as my stomach has already start groaning. HAHA. Lastly, i miss my dear! Hearts*

I took a picture of Baby Alexis when i was at Cass hse, so cute right?

2007-05-19T22:35:00.000-07:00

The day i get to know him 11:48 PM
This is the day i get to know 'him'...Im still having some interest in joseph at this point of time.Thanks to the boredom that led me to meet up keehong for a walk at cityhall area as he wanted to purchase for a crumpler bag, so i accompanied him.And part of the reason for me to travel there is because of joseph.'cause he's at suntec city.So i thought i could have a chance of bumping into him somehow.Meanwhile, keehong and i went to suntec arcade for some games to kill our time.When we were about to leave, a voice called out to him.It was his friend, a secondary schoolmate if im not wrong.They chatted for quite some time and i expected his friend to greet me with a friendly hello which everybody would commonly do.But he did not.His first impression to me was so unfriendly, arrogant and demanding.Whatever i say, he would talked back after every single of my sentences.Then, the 3 of us went for a drink at Breko cafe located at Bugis.I felt neglected, but still fine.Although i cant managed to meet joseph in a coincidence way which i wished to, i met a new friend.I believe somehow...I met someone, somewhere, special out there... :)

2007-05-19T21:37:00.000-07:00

I met someone, somewhere, special out there... :)

2007-04-16T13:42:00.000-07:00

Today is wednesday and right now im blogging in school. I shall welcome school and kiss goodbye to nightlife for this brand new week, brand new semester for the reopening of school. Recently i have been feeling so hectic from work and also having insufficient of rest. So, i was absent for school yesterday. I felt kind of bad and irresponsible to myself for not attending school nowadays. Maybe it's because the only way to get myself a better future now will only depend on Hnitec to enter Poly. So far, my lastest result could not reach the expectation to Poly yet. Im totally miserable and down